Sunday, August 18, 2019
Thought by thought.
Dear Radio Dodo Listener,
Your song for today is a really full pail; a stack of a song, that tells it all for everyone. Steer Your Way.
There haven't been any songs here from this beautiful, beautiful final album from Brother Leonard, because I haven't yet wanted to talk to you about this album. The day after he died I found myself in conversation with other mourners and I could not really accept their thoughts. I didn't even want their thoughts. I only wanted my thoughts, my place of private grief with a single, high window, and maybe a candle for when the sun went down. I wanted my cot there, my plain table, a tiny chair, and blank paper and a good fountain pen. What did I want to write there? Something I still cannot write: all the things I want to write; the love, and the gratitude, and the deep, are always beyond my reach. The only elegy I can write is hash and stale borrowings. It's like that though, even for the great ones, I think.
I have listened to the album enough to have changed my mind four times on which is the best cut, and I am ready to tell you that this is it. No further listenings will yield a different choice. It's this one, but oh! so many of them are terrific. You want it darker? Listen to the whole thing.
Labels:
elegy,
Leonard Cohen,
song for today,
want,
writing